Sometimes i really think.... What is really destinated...? Does destinated really means that is god's will we need to follow...? If i got to follow the way, then why god do not want to help me to get away from loving someone.... The person is a girl that I am not suppose to even love her.... LOL.... But throughout all these years.... After many thoughts came into my mind.... I have finally decided that even i continue to say "I Love You".... It does not make any effect on her.... So what I can do for her.... Is to help her with all I can.... As long as she is happy..... I will be contented..... As long as she is doing well.... I am happy.... This is what i wanted to be for now on.... She loves me or not.... It does not matter anymore.... But if she loves me ar..... May consider LOL.... ( I think will nv happen ar).... I think this is what it means by willing to do anything for someone you love and making her smile..... LOL.... Signing off.... :)
JeReMiAh posted @ 10:30 AM
